Wednesday, April 02, 2008

A Bittersweet Ending

I've been thinking a lot this past week. Stay or go!? Stay or go?! I'm going crazy. Leaving Saipan is a bittersweet feeling for me. I could stay another year but I'm hesitating. Something doesn't quite feel right. I just think it is time for me to move on.

Maybe I have island fever. I just know that I can't hack it here till Sept. So, my early departure from Saipan will be on the 19th of May since I have to go home anyway for my best friend, Michelle's wedding.

Real Christian Theater performs at the schools in Palau early May for about a week and then I'll work one more week. You know what that means?! I'll spend my last dives of this year in Palau! I'm so excited.

One thing is for sure, I came alive in Saipan. I'll never forget that here is where I learned how to truly forgive and how to trust God.

8 comments:

CNMI Blogger said...

Bev,

Follow your heart. You'll always have a home and family here on Saipan.

Thanks for all the fun times with Beautify CNMI!

Love,

cinta

Sean said...

Gosh, I'm gonna miss you something awful Bev. The goodbyes are coming sooner than I'm ready for.

You've been a good friend.

I know God will keep leading you.

Gus said...

Mermaid, Bev: Saipan and the gang will always be here. Whatever you do, enjoy life to the fullest. It's going to be alright. ; )

Gizelle said...

Wish we had another chance to see you before you leave. Keep on blogging, and continue to update us with all your adventures. God bless you and your ministry!

Mike Ronesia said...

Wow! As sad as it seems all it really means is your getting to expand your dreams, friends and experiences. Live, grow and always be who God made you to be.

We will miss you lots. There's only one Bubbles and that spirit you'll bring to where ever you go in life and share with whoever you meet.

Brit's Blog said...

Follow your heart girl :)
Remember that the sad feelings you have when you leave Saipan God will make happy again.

He did for me!

Miss you and please find me when you get back :)

Love you!

Lewie Tenorio said...

Yup, mike ronesia said it all. Also, I was looking up triathlon events in and around your area, take your pick. Good luck and keep tri'in.

Deece said...

I don't know what to say. I keep writing and erasing my comments. I'm glad you had a good time here. From what I've read and from the few times we've met, I know that you have touched a lot of lives here. And I'm glad that they touched your life as well.

Hmm...I better call SDA and make that appointment soon!